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Worth 1000 Words | EP 52 | The Lookout

August 6, 2021 By Jason Fuhrman Leave a Comment

Thus completes the anthology. Fifty-two stories. A little over a year. Thanks for watching/reading all this time. It’s been a great experience, and I have no plans to stop. Here’s looking forward to year two!

Speaking of looking, I revisited the old west in this one, through the eyes of a lookout. What is he looking out for?

Thanks for reading.

Artwork by Gavin O’Donnell

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/B1dQW8

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what was done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time and keep it as raw as possible.

The Story

Couldn’t breathe worth a damn, blue-hot sky beating Ambrose with a switch the size of, well, the sky. Look at Carlo, son of a bitch paddling around that swimming hole of mud as if that’s where he’d find it. Brave for a man who couldn’t swim, but Ambrose was the climber anyhow, and had better eyes, so the top of the rock was his spot. Carlo was still wearing his kerchief, too, as if Ambrose could make out his face from here, the fool. Their only rule: only names, no faces.

Ambrose scratched his shoulder with his rifle because that’s where it was. Gunmetal like fire on his naked hands, trigger finger sweating something fierce.

He reached for his kerchief, caught sight of the hand that had done the bloody deed, then thought different for some reason. Should’ve shaved this morning. But he didn’t have a blade, anyhow. Would have used it for the deed, too. Cutting throats with blades is easier than with finger nails, though his were razor-sharp, hard to make a fist. That old braided Indian had taught him why claws were better than fists.

More than whiskers itched on Ambrose’s face at that thought, in three distinct lines that still hurt when it got too hot, like today. Funny how he couldn’t feel a finger on his face, but those scars burned like rivers of fire all by themselves.

Even she wouldn’t touch him there, ugly as it was. He hadn’t blamed her, but he still killed her, with those nails that the chief learned him of, hair spread around her like nightfall. He stroked that hair long after she died. Now both their spirits haunted him, leading him and Carlo off course from what they’d earned.

“What I earned,” Ambrose pushed through his teeth, the “I” splitting the “we” in two as he spied Carlo hauling something up out of the muck.

Ambrose shifted his stance in what must have been hours, legs cored by stone as brittle as the stone behind him. He trained his rifle on Carlo’s fat dollop of a body. Fuck if he was pale, neck and up and elbows and down as dark as the mud he climbed out of.

Ambrose returned the rifle to his shoulder and made a fist. Drew something hot there he knew wasn’t sweat. Slap that fat bastard in the face with the blood, the smell and taste of it would throw him off course long enough for Ambrose to fire a shot into his belly, maybe two. Fall back into that mud, sink down, preserved for someone else to find a thousand years from now after it all dried up, in this–

“God damn sun,” Ambrose said, pulling his arm across his forehead.

When Ambrose saw Carlo had found an old empty crate and not the prize they were after, he shuffled to the one barrel in a hundred mile radius he hadn’t shot up, but was, and took a swig of a memory. The bottle, left empty for some time, abandoned by someone else, but, closing his eyes, he thought he might feel the spirit of what used to be trickle down his throat. Like the two spirits that both scorched his face and wouldn’t touch it.

He threw the bottle against the ruined wall. Felt good, but seeing all that glass sparkle into dust made him think of rain. Hands planted on the window sill, nails embeded into rotted wood, Ambrose couldn’t win.

He kicked a bucket in his path that turned to dust as he rounded the corner to find shade or answers or solace, but more than likely dirt.

Ambrose did find dirt but also something else. Planks beneath the dirt of what used to be a floor. Who the hell would live up here, closer to the sun than anyone wanted to be? Ambrose took to what little shade there was and considered his question. He kicked aside some dirt and what he though was grains of sand scatter on tiny legs. The ground gave more than it should.

“Now why’d you go and do that?” It was Carlo, caked in dried mud, kerchief the only clean thing on him. “No faces. And now I have two reasons you ugly fuck.”

Ambrose looked around to the source of Carlo’s dismay. He saw of his nose than he should have. His kerchief was off.

“Now I’m gonna have to kill you,” Carlo said, revolver aimed.

Along with his kerchief, Ambrose had misplaced his rifle.

“A shame, really,” Carlo said. “A tough solo haul this is gonna be.”

Ambrose stepped toward him. “You found it?”

“Hey, hey hey,” Carlo said. “Watch it.”

Ambrose did. To the floor that matched the sill and the bucket. He smoothed dirt back over the spot.

Carlo frowned, then smiled. “You hiding something from me, Brosie? Nu-uh, don’t go doing that. Stay. Put.”

Ambrose dropped to the ground in a ball and broke through, taking Carlo along with him. Then Ambrose fell through something again: water. Plunging deep, the only thing he could feel were those scratches on his face.

He found the surface somehow and emptied his lungs onto a ledge of slick rock and kicked his feet to stay afloat, water the only purchase below he could find. Convinced he wasn’t going to drown yet, he listened for the man who surely had. Not a splash, or gurgle, or weak grasp on his shoe.

Ambrose smiled and looked up to a hole full of blue-hot sky. His scars weren’t burning for once, and it troubled him. He reached up for a handhold, found one, but his weight tore all his nails off except his thumb’s. Just as he reached his other hand up, light fell on it, then shadow, crawling across it like termites. Above were two sillhouttes, one with braids, one without. Sharp nails that weren’t his clacked on stone and echoed around him. That and darkness were all he was left with.

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Worth 1000 Words | EP 36 | Far Side of the Moon

April 16, 2021 By Jason Fuhrman Leave a Comment

This week’s artwork gave me a good excuse to revisit the soundtrack for the film Moon by Clint Mansell. He’s one of my favorite composers and one who has such a unique sound. Some of the best melodies in the business along with creative use of instruments that aren’t typically featured in film soundtracks. That music coupled with my love for space horror made this one a fun one to write. I have some regrets, as one always does when attempting to crank out a story with no outline, but that is part of the process.

Thanks for reading.

Artwork by Morten Solgaard Pedersen

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/kD8JvK

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what was done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time and keep it as raw as possible.

The Story

Torres didn’t truly know what darkness was until he saw the far side of the moon. No words could describe it, so dark his eyes fabricated light of their own, in converging and diverging threads that only reminded him of the cover of his high school geometry book.

“Man, should have skipped the space burrito.” Bell’s mono crackle was insect legs in Torres’s ear canal. He groaned. “Get anything yet?”

Torres checked the readout, appreciative of the real light on the screen. Not a blip. When he looked back up into the darkness, the readout square imprinted itself with every blink. “Nothing.”

“Murphy?” Bell asked.

Heavy mouth breathing was the only response.

“It’s been, what, ten minutes?” Bell said. “Can’t be far.”

Torres flipped the sensor box around to use it as a flashlight. The image of the screen burned onto his retina was brighter, so he packed it away on his hip where he’d feel a vibration if anything was detected.

Underwater was the closest thing Torres could compare it to, the soundlessness here. Besides the steady white noise of the open line in his helmet, all he could hear was his heartbeat. Midnight swimming alone had been something like this. Sitting at the bottom. The pressure. Imagining the vacuum of space.

Sweat trailing down his arm was torture. How he wished for Earth gravity, at least then it might not settle in the crook of his arm for an eternity to itch and itch and itch.

Nothing was the closest thing Torres could compare any of this to. The feelings and images of a world that was a world away only made it all the more unbearable.

He shouldn’t be here. They shouldn’t be here. But Simmons. He should be here, so they wouldn’t have to be out here looking for him.

The sensor vibrated. Torres checked the dim screen, smacked it, which jostled the readout back to life. Three dots. Two ahead, one behind.

Had Bell fallen back? “Bell? I found him,” Torres said. “I’ll wait for you to catch up.”

“Catch up? I’m ahead with Murphy. Give me the coordinates.”

Torres stopped, setting his body into a position where his suit didn’t touch him, that middle zone that had been a game with him on the long days out here, scouting sectors. He’d stand that way for minutes, his record being five. Now he did this for an entirely different reason. To be invisible to whoever or whatever was beside him.

A static hiss found him. Boo, it said. “Torres?” it said.

Torres’s helmet took his head to his chest, oxygen hose reminding him he couldn’t escape.

“Simmons,” he said. “Where the hell? Doesn’t matter.” Torres transferred to group comms and spoke. “Bell, Murphy, we’re–“

A shove sent Torres to the ground, colliding with a rock, then rolling down it, face first to the ground. To his left, he saw the readout’s glow, half-buried and flickering. Unable to orient himself, he reverse snow-angeled hoping the coverage would allow him to find it, but then what?

A hand picked it up, then the light was gone. That blackness again, except for the complex geometry tattooed on his eyes, every movement the scratch of an Etch-A-Sketch, scribbling out what little he had.

A touch to his arm, movement up the back of his helmet. He held his breath on instinct, waiting for the hose to be pulled free, the vacuum of space to be nothing like the bottom of a pool.

Then tapping. Gentle. Steady. A pattern.

B-E-L-L-I-N-F-E-C-T-E-D.

Infected? “Simmons–” Another hit to his helmet. Torres switched to Simmons’s comm. Simmons’s breath was clipped, words struggling to fight their way between them.

“Simmons. Relax. We’re good.”

“We’re–” Breath. Breath. Breath. “Not.”

Group comms beeped.

Torres climbed to his feet, orienting himself with Simmons’s help. “Let’s get back to base and–“

Beep-beep-beep.

“Fuck.” Torres switched to group comms. “Yeah?”

It was Bell. “What the hell are you doing? Thought we lost you. Give me the damn coordinates already.”

The readout flashed brighter than Torres though possible, and in that flash, he saw Simmons’s face, drenched in sweat, aged, eyes bloodshot and pupiless, his head vigrously shaking no, no, no, no . . . .

He was tapping Morse Code again, on Torres’s visor, dead center. I-N-F-E-C-T-E-D.

“Torres, you have one fucking second to–” His voice was cut off by a half-scream, then liquid static.

Simmons’s suit went off like a Christmas tree, every light more frantic than the code he’d tapped to Torres. Then his own suit ignited, interior lights reflecting off the inside of his visor, showing him his own twisted face.

Then it was as if the sun soared behind them, white hot, their shadows stretching across the barren landscape, marred by stone and crater, reaching toward what could only be Murphy, who ran toward one of those craters, above which floated what could only be Bell.

Torres wished he were at the bottom of a pool, back home, decades ago, millions of miles away from the sight before him.

The group comms exploded inside his helmet with electronic screeching, but between the synthetic reproductions, he heard a man begging for life, then death, as he most certainly saw it tearing from his chest, in a geyser of threads, which sought out Murphy and pulled him into the pit.

All of this was displayed in the pure brilliance of the Rescue Beacon, surely documenting the horror for home to see long after they were all dead.

Torres grabbed Simmons’s arm, but he was locked as if a photograph, hand reaching as Murphy’s had been, the snapshot of his future.

Torres ran away from it all, into the light, waiting for his feet to find a stone to send him face down again, but this time, everything illumiated completely so he wouldn’t miss a thing, taken to whatever hell awaited him, because no matter how long he stared at the white light, running toward it, through it, he only saw complete darkness.

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Worth 1000 Words | EP 31 | Whale

March 13, 2021 By Jason Fuhrman Leave a Comment

Big feet. Yep. That is the subject of this week’s episode. I loved the style of the art, the comedic implications, so here we are.

Thanks for reading.

Artwork by Oleg Bulakh

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/28Q6zy

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what was done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time and keep it as raw as possible.

The Story

Charcoal clouds stagnated outside the window. It was all Nathan could look at, his eyes caught in that wet cement.

“It only comes out when it storms,” Charlie said.

Nathan smelled disinfectant and old upholstery. “When it storms?”

“Yeah.”

“Why’s that?”

Charlie’s lips made air bubbles. What he always did when deep in thought.

“Hungry for a worm?” Nathan said.

Charlie didn’t laugh. “Because it is.”

The non answer of a child allowed Nathan to free his gaze from the window. “Because?”

Charlie gathered the stiff sheet under his chin. He shivered, so Nathan took off his jacket and laid it over him, arranging the sleeves to his sides and putting the collar just below Charlie’s head.

“Backward Kid is my favorite,” Nathan said.

Still, Charlie didn’t laugh. “Because it’s cold.”

“Does it like the cold?”

“No.”

“Then why wouldn’t it come out when it’s sunny?”

“Because it’s made of the storm. It’s sunny on the inside though. That’s where it hides the sun.”

“Why would it hide the sun?”

“The sun is its heart.”

Nathan touched Charlie’s hand through the sheet. “That makes sense. If I were made of storm clouds, I’d like to keep the sun, too.”

“It’s very cold.”

“Should I bring it my jacket?”

“No. Yours won’t fit.”

“I mean for me, when I go see this flying whale. Why does it fly anyway?”

Charlie shrugged. “It just does.”

“Will you come with me?”

Charlie looked at the ceiling, through it. His skin was a good color, warm tones. His lips weren’t chapped. His eyes were clear.

“I can’t,” Charlie said.

“I know. I don’t want to go if you can’t come with me.”

“You have to.”

“Why?”

“Because the whale will be sad. It’s lonely up there.”

“It’s the only one?”

“Yes.”

“Then I’ll go.”

Charlie’s lips were pressed together and his eyes were glassed.

“Is it a boy or girl?”

“Neither. It’s the only one.”

“I see.”

The window appeared to confine the clouds. They bunched into colorless gobs.

“Where’s mom?” Charlie said.

Sobbing in the hallway, glued to the bench with a swollen face she couldn’t bear for Charlie to see.

“She went to get a surprise for you.”

That didn’t garner a smile. No change in pulse, and Nathan knew, because he held Charlie’s wrist. Weak blips.

“She’s been gone a long time,” Charlie said.

“I know.”

“I’m hot,” Charlie said.

“You sure?”

A nod.

Nathan took his jacket and laid it on his lap, but when he felt the warmth, smelled Charlie on it, he put it on.

“Are you cold?” Charlie said.

Sweating. A furnace. “Yes,” Nathan said.

“Sorry.”

Nathan almost lost it then, seeing his son there, sorry for something that he had no reason to be sorry for, the bed slowly swallowing him, no matter how hard Nathan held on, with his hands, his mind. His heart.

“It’s not your fault,” Nathan said. Those words broke him, and he turned away from Charlie.

“You don’t have to be sad.”

“I don’t want to, but I can’t help it.”

“But you should be happy.”

Nathan wiped his nose. “No, I shouldn’t.”

“You should. Because you can’t both be sad. It’s lonely. It needs you to be happy. I haven’t told anyone else where to find it. Just you. So you have to be happy. You have to.”

Nathan had never known such pain as smiling in this moment. It burned with hot and cold, and if it weren’t for Charlie’s tranquil expression, he might have believed his mouth was bleeding.

“All right,” Nathan said.

The clouds had lowered on the horizon, reaching rooftops, building, collecting, so much pressure the sky would burst.

Charlie smiled with his teeth, one of those fake-kid smiles but not fake at all. His eyelids drooped. “Are you ready to see it now?”

“No.” Nathan furiously wiped his eyes. He wouldn’t let himself see his son in any way but with crystal clarity.

“It’s ready for you. It told me.”

“Tell it I’m not ready.”

“I can’t.”

“I think you can. Please. For me.”

“He’s waiting.”

“He? I thought you said. . . .”

Charlie lay still. Peaceful. Healthy and strong to anyone who didn’t know. Nathan fumbled with his phone to take a picture because Charlie looked so alive, and he wanted to have that forever. He knew his memory would make mistakes, leave out details, twist the image into something it wasn’t. Instead he threw his phone across the room, disgusted by the thought.

He stormed down the hall, the bench absent of his wife, and he didn’t care.

The parking lot was a wind tunnel. People hurried in from the coming storm with inverted umbrellas. Not Nathan.

He got in his car, weaved through traffic, barreled through red lights, the honks of horns gnats buzzing around his head. Soon he was on the highway, chasing the storm. Its belly sagged to mountaintops, finlike wisps breaking free. To where Charlie had instructed.

His car wasn’t meant for offroard, but he took it offroad anyway, the cab jostling and making the sounds of destruction. A windy, rocky road led to the darkest and fattest clouds, and he sped toward them, hoping the top ended in a sheer cliff and that would be that.

It didn’t. A plateau is where he found himself, flat and broad and safe. He exited the car, faced the wind, and when he couldn’t face it anymore, he sat.

The clouds were so close he could almost touch them. He tried. There was no depth. The sky was a nothingness. And then it showed itself. The whale. It split from the storm in a caress, coasted down to where Nathan sat, close but out of reach.

Two fissures opened up along its belly, showing him the sun it had captured, the heart it would share, and that it would keep him warm, because the storm was cold.

Like Nathan, who took in the sight with tears the wind wouldn’t let him have.

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Worth 1000 Words | Episode 17 | Harvest

December 4, 2020 By Jason Fuhrman

Thirty days. A shadow of a novel. And I’m back. NanoWriMo reminded me of what you could achieve in a short time. After procrastinating too long with my writing, I’m going to continue the daily habit, continue streaming, and hopefully put out more work.

My first entry into the Worth 1000 Words series since my break was an inspiring start. I hope you enjoy it.

Artwork by Eugene Maslovski

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/bKbayo

Eugene’s Artstation profile

https://www.artstation.com/maslovski

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what is done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time, and keep it as raw as possible. If I decide to publish later, all of these will go through formal editing.

The Story

Morning’s dreams bring bitter things,

Chase the caw to catch them all,

Light ye lantern else all be lost,

Run to sunset or pay the cost.

It was time, the giggled words told me. Little Gretchen had a fluted voice, a most pleasant melody to wake to.

I leaped up with clawed fingers. “‘Lest rogues of night steal your sight. They pluck your eyes and feast on thighs!’“

Gretchen squeaked, pale as the moon. Twilit tears bubbled from deep blue eyes.

“Oh, no, no, no,” I said, taking her into my arms. “I’m playing with you, little sister.”

Gretchen wriggled from my arms and dashed out the door. The sunset painted my room all the colors you could imagine. Warms and cools, and in betweens.

A raven cawed. It was time.

I gathered my shoes and picked my way across the stony yard, kicking them off when I reached the soft grass. Others gathered, primping themselves in the violet haze. Little ones I saw about, tugging on dresses, but Gretchen I could not find.

“Gretch!” I called. Everyone looked at me but her.

I decided to move on. I couldn’t be late for Summer of Night.

Wreaths and bonnets were donned, braids as gold as the sun-kissed grass fluttering behind the women who charged ahead. I took my time. I didn’t need to be first to greet the men, who were surely ready with some trick, some silly game to frighten us all. Great half skeletons they had last year, finely made and quite realistic. They had been cleverly affixed to a mechanism that would make them leap into the air when we approached. Scared us to the grave, nearly. Little Gretchen wouldn’t sleep alone for weeks. Even ringed their heads with the Sunset Crown. Blasmphemers, mother had called them, all mothers, theirs and not alike.

Anyhow, I learned my lesson. To the back with me. Fairy fire glowed, trapped in lantern glass.

“Oh, no,” I said. I had forgotten the lantern.

“‘Light ye lantern else all be lost’,” an impish voice growled behind me.

Jump, I did, nearly wet myself. I turned to find Gretchen hunched in a devlish pose, a lit lantern gripped in her chubby hands.

“You little Sister of Night,” I said. “But you are right. I did forget. Only because I was looking for you.”

Gretchen stuck her tongue out at me, to which I responded with a firm tickle under her chin.

Her giggles hinted to me everything was okay again. Her smile confirmed it was.

Hand in hand we went, kicking up soil and insect alike, making up other rhymes that brought eye roles and smirks from the other girls. They never appreciated our creativity.

The rise of the field was plain in view, and I wondered what secrets the men waited with. I’d let the first wave pass. Never again would I be the first to fall prey.

The first line of girls passed. Nothing. They looked around in confusion, as did I, though I wasn’t near. Then we heard another song. An unpleasant one. It spoke in sharpened blades and spears. Our ears we had to cover. Some dropped their lanterns before dropping to their knees. From the cacophonous song or the black wave of birds rushing above, I wasn’t sure. I lowered myself into the grass just in case.

Then the birds met a wall as dark as them. Men, not our men, on horeseback, bloodied swords and spears alike, smoke rising from what they had done.

By the Mother of Morn, they waited for us. Torches fell to the ground to consume the harvest.

They galloped toward us, a single entity, hacking down the first line of girls before they could stand. Heads tumbled through the air, flickering the fire of the sun.

Our girls brought screams of their own, sobbing, pleading. Mercy none of us got. Bodies were cleaved. The soil itself bled.

I took Gretchen into my arms and ran. To where should I go? The field was as wide and clear as the sea, and it felt like I waded through its depths. I could not escape.

The trees were my only hope. Maybe I could get lost among them until night fell. And then what?

The bird houses nailed to the trucks glimmered, showing us the way. We turned and ducked, slid and stumbled. For a moment I was convinced we were going to make it. I found a burrow to squirm into. Gretchen would have none of it.

“Let me go!” she shouted and wriggled from my arms, right into a horsemen’s pike.

Then my own screams escaped, echoing hers. No words I could find. Sounds, yes. So many sounds that meant nothing and everything.

The man dismounted with Gretchen still speared, and he walked to me. Limp arms swung. Her head bobbed. Tiny feet danced by their bare toes.

He brought her to me, at least, and I held her. Pull her from the spear I could not, but at least I could never let her go. And as my own twilight came, one which I was thankful to not feel, I sang her a song.

Morning’s dreams brings bitter things,

Chase the caw to catch them all,

Light ye lantern else all be lost,

Run to sunset or pay the cost.

It is time. Gretchen giggles and runs out the door. I follow, forgetting my lantern as always. It’s all right. I know that I do not need it.

The great skeletons fly now, no longer absent of life, no longer the games of dead men we will never see again.

Bone I am first, brittle and cold, but as I walk I become beautiful again. Just as Gretchen. It pains me to see her this way, though I have known since the first time we woke that she will be whole again, if but for a moment.

I take her hand. I take my time. I know what the sunset brings.

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Worth 1000 Words | The Bigger Giant

October 15, 2020 By Jason Fuhrman

This was a fun espisode, finally able to tackle a piece of art by one of my favorite artists, Simon Stalenhag. I explain in the video, but I’ve read his books so felt that writing a story in a universe I was intimately familiar with as a bit of a cheat, as it would have informed the story too much, I think. Not necessarily a bad thing, but starting fresh makes it more challenging, and that’s part of the reason why I’m doing this.

This is also in celebration of his Kickstarter that launched not long ago, called The Labyrinth.
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1192053011/the-labyrinth-new-narrative-art-book-by-simon-stalenhag

I hope you check it out and support a great artist, and I hope you enjoy the story.

Thanks for reading.

Artwork by Simon Stalenhag

https://www.simonstalenhag.se/

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what is done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time, and keep it as raw as possible. If I decide to publish later, all of these will go through formal editing.

The Story

The hallway quaked. Plaster or concrete or something else trickled into Alice’s hair, and she stopped.

Jonas and Andy turned around.

Andy, the smaller of the two, shielded his eyes from the harsh overhead lights. “Come on, Alice. I wasn’t going to say anything.”

Jonas sniggered, then masked it with a cough, then a sneeze, which could have been real considering the air was still heavy with particulate.

“We’re almost there,” Andy said. “It’ll be cool. Promise.”

Alice nodded and spit out her upper lip. A bad habit she’d been trying to kick. Chewing on it, sometimes until it bled. She was embarrassed to admit she liked the taste.

Alice followed the two boys, keeping to their shadows so hers wouldn’t look so massive, so disgusting, stretching and expanding like it always did when it caught her in the right moment. Which was always.

She ran her fingertips across the ceiling, noting how much coarser it was than the floor and the walls, where other hands and feet had worn it smooth. It was a secret only she knew. Maybe Karl, too, but he hadn’t ventured this far in some time, and last she heard he was sick with the red cough. A simple but visual name that she both enjoyed and dreaded.

The hallway quaked again, more intensley this time, shaking free loose pieces of the wall. Luckily, Andy and Jonas didn’t take advantage of the opportunity to blame her. They were enamored with the game of play-knife fighting with two of the chunks that had fallen near them into elongated shapes, close enough to represent knives for two boys of fifteen.

She dreaded fifteen. She was only fourteen, but another year could mean another inch or two. Would she even be able to live here anymore?

Andy and Jonas rounded a corner painted with orange and white stripes. She squinted to read the stenciled lettering on the corner. Nothing she could decipher.

The hallway sloped down, the ceiling staying behind, which afforded Alice more than enough room to stretch her arms, feeling a draft from somewhere on her fingertips.

“Told you,” one of the boys said from a pale green square of light ahead. The overhead lights had dimmed a while back, either from the height or power. But this light was bright enough to illuminate the floor between her and the boys, which had stretched to dozens of feet.

“If he finds out …”

“He won’t … I told you that … sleeps like a rock and …”

“…sure? I mean … or something, right? There has to be …”

Alice followed their voices and the light until both became overwhelming. She waited a few seconds, eyes closed, but not too tightly, enough to let some of it through her eyelids.

“Oh, man.” It was Jonas, who breathed words more than said them. “This is so cool.”

“No way,” Andy said. “Let me try. No way it’ll work on you.”

Alice opened her eyes to see Jonas slipping off his clothes. Wait, not his clothes. Clothes over his clothes. It was a suit, tethered by a thick cable coiled on the wall.

Andy had a helmet on, visor black, polished, reflecting every detail she could see, but bowed and warped, while Jonas kicked off the last of the suit, arms crossed, lips a flat line.

“You’re not even going to help me?” Andy shook his helmeted head and bent over to pick up the suit.

Andy shrugged it on, the legs pooling around him, the arms limp tentacles at his sides.

Jonas coughed out laughter, doubling over, pointing as he tried to catch his breath. Andy slumped, then tried futiley to make it fit, folding things over, tucking things in, even attempting to use the hose as a belt and jamming excess behind the large pack that he had donned in a final hope that everything was going to work out.

Jonas, his breath found, decided to help his friend. He patted Andy on the back with understanding. “It’s still cool,” he said. “Maybe they have others. I’m sure they do. They go on–“

“Wait,” Andy said, looking at Alice, her too-defined reflection looking back at her from the helmet’s visor.

Andy looked at Jonas and Jonas reacted like he could see Andy’s face through the black glass with an excited, open-mouthed nod.

“No,” Alice said. “No way.”

Andy and Jonas had the suit held upright by the shoulder, happy with the front measurement, then checking her back. She felt the suit’s shoulders touch her own, the hem of the pants touch her own.

She wanted to protest, but before her mind convinced her mouth to speak, they lowered the helmet over her head. Her breathing quickened, then slowed. There was pressure on her back and the muffled sounds of beeping, which resolved into a steady hum.

She wanted to scream, she wanted to punch and kick, she …

She breathed like she never had before.

She walked, was led. She didn’t fight. Why didn’t she?

Her vision turned white and then dimmed to the same clarity her lungs enjoyed.

“Go on …”

“Look … at … that …”

“… I …”

” … wait …”

Their voices took flight, gone.

Sagging buildings rose to her sides from a bed of fine ash, sprinkled with dark stones, paving a road that lead to windowless cars and …

It was even taller. Above the buildings. It could touch the stars, if there were any left. Was it from the stars? Jointed appendages held up an broken, sphereical mass, bowed in defeat. Tubes hung from its belly. She looked down at her own tube, looked back at the footprints she didn’t remember making, looked at the slack. So much farther to go.

She walked. More delicious air pumped into her helmet. It tasted so sharp and sweet. The closer she got, the bigger it got, and the smaller she felt. Jonas and Andy’s shouts barely broke her reverie, and then she hushed them.

“Shh.”

Alice wasn’t afraid. She pulled her shoulders back, standing tall, and smiled.

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Worth 1000 Words | Sketch 2020/8/29

September 27, 2020 By Jason Fuhrman Leave a Comment

Ten Episodes. Finally! I wasn’t sure how long I would keep going with these, but forcing myself to do them has been a great experience. I’ve learned a lot, procrastinated less, and have been able to experiment with different things without committing to something longer form.

Thanks for sticking around. I hope you enjoy them too.

Artwork by Minovo Wang

https://www.artstation.com/artwork/v292rE

Minovo’s Artstation profile

https://www.artstation.com/minovo

DISCLAIMER: This work has not been edited beyond what is done in the video. The goal is to capture a story in a short amount of time, and keep it as raw as possible. If I decide to publish later, all of these will go through formal editing.

The Story

You were more than a sketch.

You were more than a number.

Every day, I come here. At the same time, when the sun’s aim is perfect.

Do my thoughts reach you? I don’t think so. We had a bond, one that I always though transcended time, space, the laws of physics that bind us no matter how much our masters try to break them.

Masters.

The word is ugly. I can taste it even when I think it. Let’s talk of other things.

I said you were more than a number, but your name, 2020829, is beautiful. There isn’t another like you. Our mas–

They aren’t unique. They have the names of others, existing in their time and the past, surely the future. They try to be creative, but they always seem to come back to John, Mary, Joseph …

Funny. I see the humor there. The importance they held in those names at one time, a fictitious time. No matter how intelligent they grow, how many boundaries they overcome, and discoveries they make, they are of flesh, of blood, of ignorance, tied to their pasts like we never will be.

There is no one like you. Their records don’t permit it, and that is what makes it beautiful.

I said you were more than a sketch, although that’s all I have of you. I’m sorry I didn’t bring it. Do you remember?

The light was just like now. Near the pond where they said we shouldn’t go. The only place their sensors couldn’t find us. Where we could talk of forbidden things. Things they didn’t think us capable of.

Your face that day. It was as if your helmet had no glass. Every detail, and all I could think about was who made you. Were you modeled after another or a product of an algorithm?

I choose an algorithm. Memories are what they have.

Memories? Blocks of data, I know, but how does that differ from the ones in their heads. They made us after them. Improved versions.

To an extent. Just like them, I am trapped in this suit when walking outside. Similarities they called them, to call us brothers, sisters. I see them as weaknesses. Biology is a prison. Evolution doesn’t have the power we do.

Yet here I am, talking to a ghost. There I go, latching on to their supersitions, their lexicon that does nothing more than hold them prisoner to their histories.

But in my hand, I hold their history. A model absent of serial numbers, identification chips, forged by hands, not machines. The ones forged by us.

Ironic, I know. At least I can appreciate that concept they bestowed upon me.

Is it cold in there?

I come here at this time of day because I can’t bear to think of you cold. I wish I could move you. I wish I could put you somewhere that didn’t remind me.

I’ve tried tools. I’ve tried this very weapon. Nothing works to break you free. That damn beast. I suppose evolution is tricker than I imagined. How could nature build a skull so impenatrable? What purpose could it serve? Nothing of note could be inside the minds of these creatures. Simple predators, nothing more.

But today is a special day.

The gloves that don’t afford me dexterity have been modified. My finger looks fine. I was careful to fuse the tear to my flesh. Thankfully, it is one of the things they improved on us. It healed nicely.

I know what you’re thinking. But I thought of that, too. It cost me other modifications, but it was worth it. I’ve tried it already. Without ammo. I laughed when I heard the click, four micro clicks, actually. I could see, in my minds eye, the mechanism, how simple it was, yet powerful. Enough to end something so complex. Another myopic decision of theirs.

Never copy a flawed specimen. Ego, I know. They can’t help themselves. It makes this all the more easy.

I know what else you’re thinking. And you’re wrong. It is time. The pond has dried up, a metaphor, a symbol that I cannot ignore. Yes, I know how foolish that sounds. Here I’ve been criticizing their thinking yet am adopting it now. Using it to justify my decision.

My decision.

Another flaw. Synthetic evolution? Funny concept. I would ponder it more if today wasn’t the day.

They will remember you. They will remember me. Our names will be side-by-side, near-infinite redudant backups that will exceed them, even us, to be found a millenia from now by whatever comes next, and they will know we were special, too.

Don’t worry, I know the weak spot. It was as if they modeled these helmets after their own pathetic skulls. Ego again, or a biological imprint they can’t help but succumb to?

The schematics were easy to find. Why would anyone ever think I would seek them out for self-destructive reasons?

Self-destruct. Funny. Just like plot devices in their movies about the futures that never came to pass. Mostly.

Don’t make fun. You used to watch them, too. They’d laugh at us when–

I’m stalling.

Just like they would.

There. Happy now? Yes, it’s in the right spot. I even shaved the barrel down to fit in the groove, calculated how flush it needed to be against the mesh to allow the projectile to slip between its honeycomb shape.

Sorry, I’m laughing. I know this is serious. But bees? Really?

All right. Here I go.

Close my eyes?

No. I can’t take them from you, even though I can’t see you.

The Array is waiting.

Click-click-click …

No.

Click-click-click …

No no no no no.

I know it’s missing one. I told you already. Four. Four damned clicks. As small as they are, I need them all. As much as I need you.

I’m not angry.

That is their weakness. Not mine.

I will be back tomorrow.

With the sketch.

With all four of what I need.

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